Rain,rain,come again....

It has been raining for a while now.The rhythm of raindrops on the roof is more melodious and far more dearer to ears than the best music ever.
I have always been fascinated by the rain.She makes me romantic and melancholy at once.I dunno ,when it rains,I almost always find myself writing something or the other.It is as if she kinda boosts my creative spirit...That's something I gotta be thankful to her for,I guess.
She has always been a friend,and lately,more like a confidante.When I speak to myself,watching my groves in the rain through my window,I can feel her listening to me.And I can almost hear her murmuring back softly,just loud enough for me to hear..comforting me in my sorrows,laughing at my idiocies....
I feel as if I carry a bit of her spirit inside me;her sweet restlessness,soft touches and a love, which draws her to the earth again and again.
If there is rebirth,and I could choose mine,I'd love to be a drop of water;travelling through time, over galaxies and solar systems;wading in and out of starry oceans;riding on wind's back;ultimately,coming back home to embrace mother earth,to quench her thirst,as a little raindrop.....

hi there...

I am just sitting at home,you know,the ‘too lazy to move around’ kinda feeling.i’ve been home since Saturday n hasn’t gone out once,can u imagine!! And my boyfriend,he is too busy wid his exams,n placement n more exams..hhrruummpphhh!!I dunno,this visit home has been much better than most visits.first thing,I was only too glad to get away from my landlady .she n my roommate have some issues with each other and,needless to say,I am the one suffering!! Both of them keep bickering about each other to me n don’t allow me to studyyy!!!But anyway this semester exams were a lot better,mainly bcoz I actually made an effort to study n found it wasn’t a too difficult thing. That is something I agree wholeheartedly with everyone,I stopped studying after 10th std.there was a rather sticky problem with my then boyfriend,you know, n I was slightly depressed hhm. Nothing else in life mattered anymore(well,at that time). It took me 2 years,but finally,I have moved on.N guess what,I got an emotional wreck of a boyfriend now heheheee!!! I who hate to wear my heart on my sleeve,I who hate emotional fools,I who is too selfish to enter into a relationship,got such a boyfriend of the kind which I never wanted:-). N you knw what the funny part is,that idiot thinks it is for life,upon very little evidence!! I mean,well,it can be,but that is only a possibility. Both of us are too young to even think about settling down(as of now,I don’t have any plan to do so in near future) n to be frank I have got oodles of this commitment problem which is normally associated to guys&:-)). Well,I don’t think that is anything to be ashamed of,many people have. But when this guy goes on about future n marriage n kids n stuff,I feel awkward n a little bit guilty. I relly don’t know what I have done to make him think that we are gonna be together all along!!Well,that’s my problem.udr than that,my life is beautifullll,I shud say.
well,i really don knw y am sayn all dis in the very 1st blog,but i really don hav nethn els to say right nw:-))