I am feeling miserable,sad etc..I have no idea why...Well,it has to be a combination of many many reasons rather than just one.

It has been too long since I heard some good news from back home. The most recent ones were one of my teachers from school passing away and my aunt being diagnosed with cancer.

I don't know how to deal with all this emotional atmosphere,well, I've never been good at that. I'm tired,as in exhausted,drained..mentally,emotionally..etc etc. I don't know what to do about it,so I'm just sitting here wondering about how unfair life is (It is an old cliche but I just can't get it out of my head), etc etc etc. I don't understand the logic behind people dying so bloody young..I mean 32-33 is like, the peak of your life,rather,you have just started living.....It is so not fair....

Okay,I should probably stop this now.. I just needed some catharsis..But this definitely is not helping...

I've been toooo lazy for words to write anything,rather do anything at all other than the most urgent things (like assignments etc etc lol).

Nothing much has been happening here btw. (Well,except the events am gonna list below lol lol).

The cold is slowly becoming unbearable,which is allright because I don't go out all that much except for class twice a week,tution class once a week and an occasional outing or shopping trip :D. There is rain to top which I actually like (that is, when I'm indoors ;)),but it is tooo much bother when you have to carry an umbrella and a polythene to put it and all that.

There was a bollywood party earlier this week, which was lousy because of the music and the delay in starting,but was nice because there were a lot of people I knew and we had a lot of fun :D.

We went on a day trip to Oxford, Stonehenge and Windsor yesterday. Windsor castle is the official home of the Queen (she just stays there for the weekend though, and she wasn't there yday neway..which was too bad since I was looking forward to having lunch with her lol lol ). The castle is huge..and very beautiful. We just got an hour there because of some confusion as to who had paid and who hadn't etc etc which is so not ample time to see it all. We actually missed out on the doll house which is supposed to be really nice because of this. too bad :(. Stone henge was sooo cold. That was one place I was soo looking forward to because of the obvious reasons (which are that I've seen loads of pics,heard lots about it,the astronomical implications etc etc). It was raining so heavily and very cold since it is an open place without any buildings to neutralise. But it was worth it, I went all around it in the rain,looking like an eskimo in my coat and hat lol lol. Oxford...hmmm..again,horribly cold and rainy. My parents when they had visited in September told me that it is warmer than London,but ofcourse it wasn't when I went there hmhm. We just roamed about, saw christ church, a few colleges (lincoln college,university college),did some window shopping and souvenir shopping etc. Apparently the University of Oxford doesn't have a main uni campus,it is spread all over the city and the weather didn't exactly allow us to walk that much..so...another time perhaps..hhmm..

And now..I have contracted the 'horriblest' ailment in the world "common cold". I am in a bad mood, and have to write a report of 3000 words for thursday :(((