My world is not colorful...

Its just got black and white,

And bleak gray stripes...

For colors reflect happiness

And I'm definitely not happy.

Happiness can't be found in loneliness,

For I'm lonely;

I wish I were a shadow,

For then, I'd have someone to follow.

Flowers don't bloom for me anymore,

Birds don't chirp their heads away,

Rain is no more romantic

And dawn is more like a burden.

This is not a life I cherish,

Not one I'd want for anyone;

Never for a dear friend,

Not even for my worst foe.