It has been raining quite heavily for the past 2 days. After the blazing summer heat,I guess the rain is more than welcome.The downside is, am down with fever and so cannot enjoy the rain to the fullest(Well,it was too much enjoyment of the rain which led to the fever incidentally..lol). I can just see a small strip of the sky not obscured by trees from the window am allowed to open in my rme(mom's orders hmm).So my view of the rain is limited.
The feeling I've always associated with rain is loneliness. It is not the actual "alone" loneliness but "being at peace with yourself" loneliness. I LOVE being alone,I revel in it.I am not scared or anything to be alone anywhere. Well,that sorts of sounds like am an eternal recluse or something lol. Well,am not yet,but the idea sure is intriguing.Not for long..but little stints like that,maybe in a mountaintop shack (where it snows) or a summer cottage on the beach and all sounds kinda nice :).
Actually I have a plan to buy a house (or houses) somewhere of the sort to go n stay when I get bugged of my normal life,go incommunicado et al. Sounds like fun,for a short time though :). And I wanna go travelling all over the place,you know,start with Kerala,then the whole of India, n then ofcourse,the WORLD..I'll prefer for it not to be as a tour party or anything,I'll be the organiser and the traveller,with maybe 2-3 friends. New places,new ppl etc etc.
Well,I guess that's all. Am in a great great mood today. I am so happy (inspite of the fever),I feel like smiling all the time,I feel as if there is a glow in my heart etc tc for no reason whatsoever. So,am just gonna float some more,watch the rain,read,fall asleep....
P.S- Btw,this is my first post with a heading after a long long time... lol :)
